not everyone at DA is that unfriendly man!
anyways, it's good of you to be reading dostoyevski at 14 - my personal fave was the idiot i seem to remember - and ginsberg! radiohead are wicked as is that crazy film brazil.
your drawings are cool - i can't give ya advice on the actual drawing because i am an awful drawer (is that a word??) but you seem to shade pretty well - i could never master that. just keep it up, you'll find confidence i'm sure.
rock on!